Last year a few of my detractors crawled out from under their rocks and instead of emailing me their venom, they chose to post them in my comments. Which is all fine and good, I WRITE CRAP ON THE INTERNET for my own amusement and not everyone is going to love me.
I KNOW, shocking.
But then when someone wanders over on Boxing Day – clearly after spending the Christmas period alone and bitter – and abuses me, my child and then threatens to shoot my husband it is just not fucking funny anymore.
ESPECIALLY when after a little googling by one of my friends discovers his home address and phone number (really fucking stupid idea to have your full name as your hotmail account Robert) he then wanders over to some of my friends blogs to abuse me in THEIR comments or feign innocence and that there is an evil faker going about pretending to be him.
With the same email and IP.
Few sausages short of a ‘fat moll ugly cunt’ aren’t you Robert?
Anyway, it got me thinking. This is fucking bullshit.
My workplace is fucking bullshit.
People that just want to pretend that I am fine and the strokes were nothing more than an excuse to take some time off and walk down stairs funny are fucking bullshit.
Trying to please everyone that lands here is fucking bullshit.
I am taking my blog back, I am writing what I want, when I want with as much fucking swearing as I fucking want and if I decide to delete your comment because you have nothing CONSTRUCTIVE to say, I fucking will. I still stand by my policy of not deleting anyone who disagrees with me or even wants to let me know they don’t particularly care for me, but fuckers like Robert can suck my imaginary flaccid male appendage.
as an aside: the previous post was NOT about the GOMI forum and my blog being snarked about for like TWO SECONDS by people that clearly have either never read my blog so had no fucking clue, bitches that have been abusing me in my comments/email for ages and didn’t get the acknowledgement that they thought they deserved, or actually had something to say but in a snarky way (the latter I am taking on board and may address in the future. If I feel like it. See previous paragraph)
but it COULD be about someone who I know is on that forum. OR NOT.
I am taking my working life back, I will do what I can to the best of my ability and I will not apologise. I have the law AND their doctors on my side. They can play all the mind games they want they will not break me.
I am taking my life back, I will only do things that make me happy and are worthwhile so looks like the boys of the house will be peeing outside cause scrubbing piss off the floor and walls didn’t make the cut. NOTE TO SELF: Buy a lemon tree or get plumbing installed in the cubby house.
This is not one of those ‘year of me’ posts. God knows I have tried and failed at that shit – see last year – I am just not going to take anyones bullshit any more – see the previous post for a taste – and if I have to scream from the rooftops I fucking well will.
I am taking control of what I can and flipping the bird at the rest.
I am taking it ALL back.
And it is going to be good.