This week has been insane.
A new kind of normal is settling in.
Two first days of high school for Boo.
Having to defend myself and set the story straight to people about what happened last year at school. I couldn’t say anything then but now the motherfucking gloves are OFF.
Running into people who think I am a monster, remnants of The Big Bad Thing popping up in the most unexpected places and punching me in the gut.
One of my first wonderful beautiful online friends passed away.
Haters hating. Got to learn to NOT engage the crazy. I have enough of my own.
MOTY driving me fucking batshit crazy.
I am not coping very well, temper just simmering under the surface of my plastered on smile.
Boo is exhausted but seems happy – I have A LOT of work to repair the damage from last year to do at the mainstream school, the special school have been amazing. The 2+ hour daily drive made slightly more bearable with music.
I am trying to get myself into some sort of routine instead of wandering around in a daze or going overboard and fucking up my back again.
I am physically exhausted but emotionally worse.
This disjointed post is fucking SHAKESPEARE compared to the commentary running in my brain.
This week has been insane…
And it is only Wednesday.