Archive for meh
It’s time.
Today I didn’t want to come home.
I wandered around the shopping centre, under the guise of waiting for my prescription for my old lady pills, lifting items and putting them down.
Wearing my blinkers to those who would wish to make eye contact and small talk, feigning sickness ‘Oh, can’t talk I have a sore throat [...]
well this blog has turned into a sad sack of shit hasn’t it?
I am so tired.
Bone tired.
Every inch of my body is heavy.
People call or drop in and I am all sweetness and light (shut up. I am.) and then I crash in a heap when I am alone.
I am so tired.
So many things going on. So many things to cope with on top of the last [...]
I cheated. I strayed. The one man in the world that always anticipated my needs. Please forgive me.
Oh how will you ever forgive me.
It was a rash moment. She was there. I was there. There was time. The kids were otherwise occupied.
I couldn’t resist her.
I mean her skillz! She drew me in with promises of rapture and I was feeling a little low.
I needed a pick me up.
I needed some reassurance that [...]
