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The girl with no tongue

by Kelley

in a mind is a terrible thing to waste, bitch be crazy

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Do you ever have a dream that just stays with you?

Just the essence of it.

A feeling.

Floating around you and settling just over your left shoulder, weighing you down the entire day.

I won’t go into details cause peoples dreams are on par with birth stories and blow by blow accounts of pap smears – completely riveting for the person telling the story, not so much for the tellee.

Am I right?

The essence I speak of is what woke me and kept me awake, my body screaming in retaliation…

A dead girl standing before me, trying to speak to me but her tongue was cut out.

A black gaping hole.

Wrapped completely in black plastic.  She clawed her way out, mouth moving without any sound.

Faceless.

I can see her in my minds eye.

I can feel her behind me.

On my shoulder.

Behind the door or around the corner.

The essence of the dream still with me over 12 hours later and stronger if I keep still.

Fuck me dead this place is sparkling, dinner is prepped and I just made cookies.

Anything to keep my mind busy.

And the girl, silently screaming, at bay.

 

Does this ever happen to you?  Please tell me I haven’t just descended into a whole ‘nother level of crazy…

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1 Fiona July 30, 2014 at 5:49 pm

Can’t say I have but *hugs and comfort food for you*

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2 Knot Telling July 30, 2014 at 6:17 pm

No new levels of crazy. A very eloquent dream that speaks out loud and clear. I’m sorry you’re having those yucky feelings; I’ve had that kind of clingy dream, too.

If you feel like a chat, here I am, my love.

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3 eccentricess July 30, 2014 at 6:31 pm

They haunt when they really hit on something that is hurting inside.
Not being able to scream is such an isolating thing, to let people know what you are feeling.

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4 Emmasbrain July 30, 2014 at 7:58 pm

I have disturbing dreams quite often, they are horrible when you can’t shake that awful dream feeling of impending doom. Your dream sounds like a particular corker of one too. Hugs x

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5 river July 30, 2014 at 8:32 pm

I’ve never had this happen, but that doesn’t mean you’re crazy. Not at all.
It probably means I’m unfeeling; emotionally stunted or something.
It’s an interesting dream though, a psychologist would have a lot to say about it. She/he might say the girl is you struggling to be heard and then she/he would charge you the equivalent of two porsches and a swimming pool to find out why.

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6 Jo July 30, 2014 at 10:31 pm

It’s not a good feeling, I’ve been there. I find reading a book or watching an engrossing movie that takes me out of myself helps. Good luck. 🙂

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7 Jo July 31, 2014 at 8:46 am

Jesus, when dreams come straight out of horror movies… I don’t agree, I’m all ears for people’s dreams. But then, I like holiday photos too…

Very strong images there… talk to your psychologist about it!

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8 Lorraine @ Not Quite Nigella August 1, 2014 at 8:39 am

Oh dear Kelley! That would be very traumatising. We need a dream interpreter stat!!

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9 Mike Carlson August 1, 2014 at 4:50 pm

. I never experienced like that. It’s so scary for your part. If ever happen to you again just try to pray and it will be disappear. It’s only a nightmare and maybe it has nothing to do to interpret it. Many also experienced like you do.

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10 Lisa Barton-Collins August 1, 2014 at 8:47 pm

This dream of yours is freaking me the fuck out, have you been watching Japanese anime horror? Hope you find your voice soon.
xx

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11 nikki August 1, 2014 at 9:42 pm

I agree that sounds like sick kinky stuff, and not a good dream to have…
I deal better w weird dreams tho than w super-realistic dreams of banal scenes – w people who ate no longer in my life for a reason. Those scare me and I think about it all day..

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