Blogging has come a long way since I first started this little old space.
Then I was all about friendships and getting to know each other and late night emails or chats in forums.
Now it is about sponsors and get togethers and advertisers and numbers.
How many uniques? How many subscribers? How many people willing to come to your invite only sponsored event with swag bags full of paper and diamonds?
I just wanna blog.
I just want to sit here and spew out whatthefuckever and have you tell me how fucking awesome I am.
I don’t know how to approach sponsors and get them to pay for me to fly across the country.
(But if anyone knows of someone throwing around airfares to exotic locations this chickie could do with a motherfucking break)
I don’t want to chase you up when you email me asking to advertise on my site.
I just want to play with my friends.
I don’t want to have to pimp myself out, write a huge essay on why I am fabulous so I can get on a list that may or may not bring traffic to my site.
I want you to tell your friends about me and then maybe we can be friends too.
I want to meet new people, I have already met the most wonderful caring AWESOME people on earth through this little old blog.
I just want to continue to do that.
If that means that I fall behind, that my numbers are not attractive enough for you, that the fame whores will look down their noses at me at a conference so be it.
Don’t get me wrong, I WANT to make money from this site but probably for different reasons than others.
This blog is my safe place (trolls be damned)
The place where I can be silly or sad, where I can escape reality for a little while.
I love this place. I love you guys.
I need someone to do all the bullshit promotion for me so I can just sit here and blog.