March 2009

What has kept me entertained. When entertained means distracted giving my family a reprieve from the gnashing banshee

I have had a difficult few days, I will spare you the blow by blow details but suffice to say I hate everything and as a special present from teh universe I am either really really REALLY pissed off, or crying uncontrollably over random commercials or a dirty smudge on the wall, that is when [...]

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Anatomy of a brain fart: Episode 1 It took 3 years…

… for it to finally hit me what Boo having Autism meant. It took 3 years to cycle through the grief process to arrive at acceptance.  With every new milestone reached or missed I cycle through again. But at least I don’t get stuck in fix it mode. Right now I think I have reached [...]

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Post to break up the Emoness while I go and brush my hair into my face, sharpen my black eyeliner and put on some Morrisey. Or Bullet for my Valentine or Escape the Fate or some emo shit.

**edited to add: I totally misspelt Morrissey and no one picked it up.  And, far too late now probably, apparently when I insert youtube clips they don’t show up in feedreaders and the lazy douches that don’t click over from their feedreaders to ensure that I get my 3 cents a month from the ads [...]

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How NOT to treat a workmate that returns to work after a stroke.

Pretend that they did actually die. You are FUCKING kidding me right? I was nervous about going back, getting back into the swing of things and remembering what the fuck I was doing, dealing with the sympathy looks, but never in my wildest dreams did I think that I would walk into the office to [...]

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It is time to say goodbye.

It is time. You have been there for me during the good times and the bad. Held me up when I was crumbling. Celebrated with me when I felt on top of the world. But we both know you are no good for me.  The price I pay is far too high. How I loved [...]

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well this blog has turned into a sad sack of shit hasn’t it?

I am so tired. Bone tired. Every inch of my body is heavy. People call or drop in and I am all sweetness and light (shut up.  I am.) and then I crash in a heap when I am alone. I am so tired. So many things going on.  So many things to cope with [...]

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Home.

I am home. The worst is over. MRI a couple of hours ago aided by copious amounts of Valium.  No fucking rainbows and unicorns as promised Mr Lady, I am rather pissed about that. No bleeding in my brain. No MS. No MS. No clue why my right side is still weak but hopefully it [...]

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I have so much to tell you. Oooh pretties! Seriously folks, never joke about seeing pretties or distracted by the shiny after having a stroke. Doctors don’t like it.

See the category I used for this post?  Shit, I crack my own shit up. Like how I finally got moved from the Emergency Department to the wards after 4 days and my room mate went home and left me a little present in the toilet to remember her by. And now I have to [...]

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What TAO needs – an MPS update!

Greetings Nigerians (and all other nationalities). Just so no-one’s confused, this is an update from MPS, not about MPS. Because you’re here to hear about Teh Awesome One (TAO – my acronym for her). She’ll fill you in soon on her status, I want to point out to you what you can do. Because I [...]

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How about we call this post ratfucksonofabitch (with apologies to Sarah who knows why)

Ratfucksonofabitch sums it up nicely. I only have a few minutes before MPS takes away my lifeline and love of my life, Mia my Macbook. I only have a few minutes before my own nurse Rached comes and pushes and prods and shakes her head and takes my temperature and blood pressure and makes me [...]

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